Perfected: Outriders. When less is more and in the end not enough.

That I played Outriders at all was a pure coincidence. An intuitive decision, against my dread of Loot-shooters like Boderlands and Destiny 2. But my friend Alex convinced me to play the demo and the experience was indeed convincingly awesome enough to buy the game at full price.

That I played Outriders at all was a pure coincidence. An intuitive decision, against my dread of Loot-shooters like Borderlands and Destiny 2. But my friend Alex convinced me to play the demo and the experience was indeed convincingly awesome enough to buy the game at full price on release day 1.

Or maybe this was just a desperate decision, in a situation when there is just so much work and other obligations to care for, and no time for gaming without a bad conscience at all. Maybe I just craved to have at least sometimes one of those relaxing co-op experiences at night, to let my mind drift somewhere else, escape to an alien world, when everything else is closing in at night.

And so I did – to my own surprise – 100% complete a game, I did not want to play at all. But how come and maybe even more to the point: The hell, why? And why Outriders?

Let‘s start at the beginning and the beginning is, as so many beginnings are … a tutorial with your good ol’ trusty action-hero intro-narrative: „Good morning unfrozen one and welcome to planet Enoch. This is your new world, these are the interesting people you would want to talk to. This is the guy, who will fuck up everything early on and these are the guys who will die early on. This is the signal, that is a strange signal, and look! This is an anomalous storm that is an anomaly. This is when you will be back in your cryo-pod almost dead until some other guys wake you up some decades later.“

„Good morning welcome (again) to Enoch! This is how the new world has gone to shit and these are the people that pulled the flush – here is mankind doing what mankind can do best – killing each other.“

“Mkay, and what about me?” – “Well, how about you find your way around by starting with the killing too.”

But wait. There is more to tell, and it is worth telling. The game pronounces itself free from any Games-as-a-Service mechanics, cash shops, and an endless grind for progress bars across seasons (Spoiler: Yes, but no – it just redefines the context of ‚endless‘). Honestly, this really makes the game a better place to be, because you know there will be a point in time, where you will reach the end of the story. So offering less is indeed providing more of a game experience here. Also, I can freely change the looks from my character as well as my truck from the start and any time later in the game. That I have to mention such a thing at all, is actually ridiculous.

The world of Enoch is often hell, but often also heavenly beautiful. Yes, in-game graphics here.

The main reason for me to stick with the game and also complete it was mainly the good delivered story. And your milage may vary here, on what a good delivered story really is. Being the child from the 80ies and 90ies that I am, the story itself was plain and uninspired and very linear, which was also fine. Remarkably, the density of awesome cool-action-hero-lines-delivered-per-minute was at such a high and enjoyable level – I really found that amazing and funny. Not often, that I spontanously giggle or laugh when playing a game anyway…

So, we start our journey and become stronger by killing and looting. There is no other option. We travel through several biomes and we discover all the freak people, which includes ourselves now called Altered, that make the world the garbage place it has become. The story is delivered through a lot of fully voiced and fancy cutscenes and many many codex entries. Since Dragon Age: Origins I have not experienced many games, who integrated codex entries as a natural and interesting base knowledge- or storyline. From the ones I remember right now and have played: Anthem and Cyberpunk 2077 were terribly uninspired, Mass Effect ok‘ish and Assassin‘s Creed Origins painfully uninteresting and useless.

But Outriders manages to capture interest and also extends entries, when you have more information. Sometimes it is a bit too much to read, but this information almost always helps to close knowledge gaps and provide a richer saturation of what is going on and why people behave like they behave or have become what they have become. This is by far not the best way of story-telling, but well enough delivered to keep me reading and the settings and their pacing were dense enough to look for more.

All dialogues are voiced and voice acting is not always the best, but sticking to my B-action movie anchor from before, fine enough; these movies back then hardly had good actors anyway. The main characters‘ male and female voice was best delivered through the image of a very vocal, and definately not silent, tough-as-titanium protagonist. When she had to shout, curse, and was stressed out, it was pure gold. I really loved Mylène Dinh-Robic voice acting reaching top-tier in scenes, when shit hit the fan and she was just so incredibly pissed and angry about all of it. The more relaxed the situation, the less convincing her voice acting has been though.

Cutscenes are all made with in-game graphics and often are great to watch.

So while killing, cursing and delivering edgy lines in edgy and bloody situations, the story picks up and continously invites you, including all side quests, to proceed and move further and further. Two times we thought we were almost done, but the story continued. Later in the story, the maps become more standardized though, with opponent-types also repeating themselves. The action remains convincing enough and you too often feel like an unstoppable god, as long as you keep up with your gear; alternatively moderating the world tier would be an option, which we did not do.

We moved further up the escalation and story line with our troupe of misfits in a truck with free customization options to follow traces of what this signal and the anomaly is. Like in Apokalypse Now, we move further and further into the deepest and darkest recesses of mankind and explore, what we humans are capable of. Beside the action, there is quite something to be told in those codex entries and seen in the final areas of the game; if you care to stop and read, listen, and look around. If not, you can also just kill everything until the credits roll, and meet us back in the camp, where we can start the endgame of Outriders, which is called – Expeditions.

Freaky freaks.

When I read Expeditions, I expect progress. When I interpret the meaning of the word Expedition, I interpret progress. As we reached expedition level 15, there was no progress anymore. Not in any direction. And this turns an, until then, quite enjoyable grind for power completely upside down. When we ran expeditions in gold times, you have a 25% chance of receiving a legendary item. No problem, when nothing drops once, or twice, but the third time in a row this is destroying any motivation to move on. What drops out of the pod is also completely random, which makes loot targeting (like via a loot-table) impossible, and there are quite a lot of legendaries to choose from. So we ran and ran expeditions, got nothing at all, sometimes one, rarely two, and almost never three legendaries. Unfortunately, the legendaries alone are just not viable enough for running a build or a sort-of-a-build. Tier 3 Mods are just so powerful compared to lower tiers, that it makes no sense to stick with violetts – you need those legendaries.

This is when it happenend and everything collapsed. We tried for several weeks, all in all around 25 hours playing expeditions, and always gave it another shot, but all with the same frustrating outcome: Trashing the loot we got. Time after time. In addition, I have also chosen the probably most gear dependent class of all, the Devestator, who in combination has substantial problems with burst damage; an early viable built is a bleed built, so stuff takes time. The lack of usable items just became more and more dramatic, and even by changing to other build archetypes, the situation did not improve much: Damage in Devestator builds mainly scales-up and is unleashed when you have those crucial Tier 3 mods on your weapon or your armor. And yes, these mods are found on legendaries. This turned into a waste of time.

I stopped playing. Alex stopped playing. We both moved on and we did not complete Eye of the Storm (the final challange), which is a pity. We really enjoyed playing Outriders though and we were really engaged in the world and story building, so this decision is a reluctant one. In the end, we completed the achievments though, which was a satisfying finale at that.

Time played: 72h | 100% completed.

Outriders is an awesome power fantasy, with an engaging story and freaky characters in an interesting world. The meta-game allows for a lot of builds, but to be viable in endgame legendaries are too important for overall progression into the final challenge.

Let’s see what new content is coming up, and maybe there will be changes later or some redesign of loot works what will be coming up.

But for now Enoch is 100% completely at peace. And my mind with it.

The Incompletionist

My Pile of Games – March 2020

The first post on surveying my pile of games can be found here. I will try to track changes – e.g. additions, completions, stalls, delays – and also update play times to keep my process a bit more transparent.

I also try to track playtimes a bit on various titles.

Update – 30.03.2020
  • Completed Code Vein (43h, 76%) – 29.03.2020
  • Stalled Division 2 – 03.03.2020
  • Stalled Monster Hunter World – Iceborne28.02.2020

Update – 07.03.2020

  • Started Code Vein (2,5h, 4%) – 03.03.2020
  • Started Division 2 – 18.02.2020
  • Started Monster Hunter World – Iceborne07.02.2020
  • Completed Darksiders: Warmastered Edition27.01.2020
  • Completed Middle-Earth: Shadow of War28.12.2019
  • Incompleted Destiny 210.12.2019

Steam

As I own an account there since 2004, the most relevant (and trackable) platform is of course Steam; so I pulled up some data from Steamdb.info to get a first overview:

  • Worth (w/o sales): 4.711€ | 4.002€
  • Games owned: 279 | 252
  • Games played: 91 (32%) | 81 (32%)
  • Hours on record: 3.490,7h | 2.762,5h
  • Time to finish everything: 2.666h or 111 days, 2 hours, 34 minutes
    (before: 2.665h or 111 days, 1 hour, 40 minutes)
    (courtesy of Steamleft.com)

Noteworthy new games added:

  • Crosscode
  • Frostpunk
  • Okami HD
  • Pathfinder: Kingmaker

Completed games from these 91 above mentioned are (hours of play and % unlocked achievements added) – new additions are marked bold:

  • Aliens: Colonial Marines (6h, 38%)
  • Battletech (61h, 37%)
  • Brothers – A Tale of Two Sons (4h, 100%)
  • Code Vein (43h, 76%)
  • Darksiders: Warmastered Edition (26h, 69%)
  • Dragon Age Origins: Ultimate Edition (105h)
  • Final Fantasy XIII (62h, 40%)
  • Final Fantasy XV Windows Edition (124h, 71%)
  • Hellblade: Senua’s Sacrifice (8h, 92%)
  • Mass Effect (32h)
  • Middle Earth: Shadow of Mordor (33h, 61%)
  • Middle Earth: Shadow of War (71h, 65%)
  • Ni No Kuni II: Revenant Kingdom (54h, 49%)
  • NieR: Automata (44h, 57%)
  • Ori and the Blind Forest (16h, 80%)
  • Rise of the Tomb Raider (29h, 27%)
  • Shadowrun Returns (17h)
  • Tales from the Borderlands (8h, 100%)
  • Tom Clancy’s The Division (131h) – service game, but completed
  • Tomb Raider (20h, 48%)
  • Tyranny (54h, 44%)
  • Wolf among us (9h, 85%)

Active games that I still play and want to either finish or pursue:

  • ???

Stalled games I lost interest, but want to return to some day:

  • Aarklash Legacy (95min, 7%)
  • Bayonetta (50min, 4%)
  • Destiny 2 (95h, 69%) – just the Steam version
  • Divinity: Original Sin (50h, 31%)
  • Division 2
  • Elex (4h, 12%)
  • Final Fantasy XIV (1761,9h | 1381h)
  • Kingdoms of Amalur (3h, 2%)
  • Life is Strange (11h, 27%)
  • Monster Hunter World – Iceborne (192h, 48%)
  • Shadowrun: Dragonfall – Director’s Cut (5h, 10%)
  • Tales of Berseria (14h, 8%)
  • Tower of Time (7h, 19%)

Really want to play games in the upcoming future:

  • Dragon Quest XI: Echoes of an Elusive Age
  • Edge of Eternity

Of course there are so much more games in this library that I want to play, and many that I will never play. There is quite an amount of gifted games in there, so not all these games have been bought.

Good old Games (GoG)

My account on GoG was created 2014 and I use this account not only to collect some romanticized games from my teenage years, but also to support GoG & CD Project Red with their own games, like Witcher and Gwent. My activity with GoG games mainly falls into the ‘Really want to play’ category, but somehow I never take this leap of faith.

Briefly some stats on my library and what has been played so far.

  • Games owned: 38
  • Games played: 3
  • Hours on record: 246h

Completed games include the following:

  • The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt – Game of the Year Edition (175h, 61%)
  • Thronebreaker: The Witcher Tales (43h, 84%)

Active games that I currently play occasionally:

  • Gwent: The Witcher Card Game (28h, 54%)

Incompleted games:

  • Gwent: The Witcher Card Game (28h, 54%)

Really want to play games in the upcoming future:

  • Baldur’s Gate I & II
  • Battle Isle
  • Icewind Dale I & II
  • Neverwinter Nights I & II
  • Planescape: Torment: Enhanced Edition

Battle.net

Yes, I am a big Blizzard fan and I think their games always have (or more had) a very special attention to detail and an awesome gameplay loop. Their skills in delivering such experiences have dramatically waned of late, so I am not playing their games that much anymore.

Below an overview and an estimation of my playtimes. Maybe I will update this list, when I log into one of the games or subscribe later again.

  • Destiny 2 (approx. 100-160h)
  • Diablo 3 (approx. 1.200h)
  • Hearthstone (approx. 20h, mainly on iPad)
  • Heroes of the Storm (approx. 15-20h)
  • Overwatch (approx. 30-40h)
  • Starcraft 2 (approx. 120h, the only game I still play once in a while)
  • World of Warcraft (played from 2006 – 2010 as my main game; should be several thousand hours… holy sh**!)

Origin & Uplay

I hardly own games exclusively available on these two platforms. Still noteworthy are the following games:

  • Division 2
  • Dragon Age 2 (2h, still want to finish one day)
  • Dragon Age 3 (not started, want to play it, but so many people say I should not bother…)
  • Star Wars – The Old Republic (around 500-800h)

So I made a Spreadsheet…

Considering my previous resolution, I would I say I did not that bad.

Still, a new year seems to call for a new resultion, and as such I did what probably everybody who is considering new years’ resolutions is doing: I reflected on my last months and how to move forward.

Good things accomplished

From August to December I actually completed a whooping amount of three(!) games:

  • The Wolf among us (9 hours, 85% achievements)
    The first Telltale-Formula game by … uhm Telltale. Quite a good game with a good story, but some drag in the middle. Loved the atmosphere though.
  • Hellblade: Senua’s Sacrifice (8 hours, 92% achievements)
    Visually expceptional with a mind-bending story, but with ridiculous combat mechanics.
  • Middle-Earth – Shadow of War (71 hours, 65% achievements)
    More of the same from the first part Shadow of Mordor. But, as with all open world sequels, more of everything does not make a better game experience, which turned this game into a tedious grindfest instead.

All three games were very nice on various levels, considering the different types of their genres. Especially Shadow of War was long overdue on my list, as I liked the first one and wanted to finish the series for quite a while.

Additionally, I also played a lot of Final Fantasy XIV (300 hours since end of June) and Destiny 2 (94 hours since October), but with both being service games, this somehow does not count, although a lot has been accomplished in both of them.

Bad things burned out

I had to skip Dragon Quest XI, which i really wanted to play, but could not find any motivation for. In addition, neither did I re-start Life is Strange nor Shadowrun: Dragonfall, and I fear these two have to wait a bit longer.

What became very intense again was me entering my viscious cycle around mid of December. Especially Destiny 2‘s season grind was very aweful. It felt like so much work to do every day and so much to achieve in various game modes every day, that I had no motivation to play at all anymore and really needed some change again. My burn-out from service games is so strong currently, that I do not even want to go back to Final Fantasy XIV anymore… and this really is something!

A new re-established Resolution

Considering these last months I at least had the feeling, that my chosen games were probably too ambitious. I felt something was amiss. So, when I had a talk with my brother last week, he casually mentioned during a talk about what we played recently, that “it would be best to just start with all games from the letter ‘A’ and then move down. Just do not decide.”

And then, somewhere – somehow – something, inside me, like a bell, started resonating.

“This is IT!” I cried. “This is how I will proceed with my pile of shame and finally get started. I just get handle the choice variable better!”* And so I pondered on and thought about, how to finally re-start great again, how to finally get control back and not side-step around and get nothing done.

After a short while it was already clear, that it would not be helpful to start with the first game in the alphabet, simply because this would take forever to come down to e.g. the Witcher games. Or, even worse, I would have to play through all Assassin’s Creed games in a row!

No, something needed doing, and here – big reveal – is the result of my pondering:

  • All games on Steam were categorized as followed:
    • Games I really want to play (to-play),
    • Games I completed (complete),
    • Games I probably will start (maybe),
    • Games I will start somewhen/never (somewhen), and
    • Games I do not care/ignore (don’t want to play)
  • Then I transferred all these games alphabetically into a spreadsheet.
  • I also added all other games from GOG, Origin, Uplay, and PSN.
  • This resulted in a list of 106 games across all platforms. Keep in mind, these are all games I really would like to play!
  • Then I divided this list into quarters, resulting in three columns with 27 and one column with 25 games. You can find my list of games below.
1st Quarter 2nd Quarter 3rd Quarter 4th Quarter
Aarklash: Legacy Darksiders 1 Last of Us Soul Calibur VI
Assassin’s Creed Darksiders 2 Legend of Grimrock Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic 1
Assassin’s Creed II Deus Ex – Human Revolution The Legend of Heroes Trails in the Sky Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic 2
Assassin’s Creed Brotherhood Deus Ex Mankind Divided Life is Strange Steins:Gate
Assassin’s Creed Revelations Devil May Cry 5 Lightning Returns The Surge
Assassin’s Creed III Divinity Original Sin Mass Effect 2 Sword Art Online Fatal Bullet
Assassin’s Creed IV Black Flag DmC Devil May Cry (4) Mass Effect 3 Sword Art Online Hollow Realization
Assassin’s Creed Liberation Dragon Age 2 Mass Effect Andromeda Sword Art Online Lost Song
Assassin’s Creed Origins Dragon Age 3 Metal Gear Rising Tales of Berseria
Assassin’s Creed Odyssey Dragon Quest XI Metal Gear Solid V Ground Zero Tales of Symphonia
Assassin’s Creed Rogue The Dwarves Metal Gear Solid The Phantom Protocol Tales of Zestiria
Assassin’s Creed Chronicles China Earth Defense Force 4.1 Mirror’s Edge To the Moon
Baldur’s Gate 1 Edge of Eternity Neverwinter Nights Tower of Time
Baldur’s Gate 2 Elex A New Beginning Transistor
Bastion Final Fantasy IV Nex Machina Trine 2
Bayonetta Final Fantasy VI Phantom Doctrine Valkyria Chronicles
Blackguards Final Fantasy IX Pillars of Eternity Warhammer 40000 Mechanicus
Blackguards 2 Final Fantasy XIII-2 Pillars of Eternity 2 The Witcher 1
Blashphemeous Hitman Planescape Torment The Witcher 2
The Bureau – XCOM Declassified Hollow Knight Quantum Break X-Morph Defense
Child of Light Horizon Zero Dawn Ruiner XCOM enemy Unknown
Code Vein Hyperdimensional Neptunia re:Birth Satellite Reign Yakuza 0
Crosscode Icewind Dale 1 Seven  Yakuza Kiwami
The Dark Eye – Chains of Satinav Ken Follett’s Pillars of the Earth Shadow of the Tomb Raider Ys Origin
Darks Souls Kingdom Come Deliverance Shadow Run Dragonfall Ys The Oath in Felghana
Dark Souls 2 Kingdoms of Amalur Shadowrun Hong Kong
Dark Souls 3 Lara Croft and the Guardian of Light Sleeping Dogs

Ok. So what’s deal now:
In order to find the – next game – I will play, I will start with the first row and am now comfortably provided with a selection of four games from my to-play category. From these four games I will then simply choose one, as chances are high that some games are selected, which I had forgotten a long time ago.

So from my first set of games (first row) – Aarklash: Legacy, Darksiders 1, Last of Us, and Soul Calibur VI – I chose Darksiders 1, and already started playing. And it’s really a lot of fun – I wanted to play this for such a long time anyway.

But of course some considerations still need to be made:

  • When a game from a series is chosen, no matter which part, I will always start with the first part of the series.
  • When a game is completed, it will be removed from the table and therefor the order within the table will change.
  • In order to choose the next game, I consider two variants:
    1. Always stay in the first row, and complete games within this row only. Games will change anyway with the elimination of the completed game from the list. Only the first row will only change, unless I finally re-start playing Aarklash: Legacy. This gives me some breathing time until the first Assassin’s Creed comes up …
    2. I will not always start from the first row. I could consider another variable e.g. the current date for the selection of the row (even though I do not have enough rows for each day).

So far, this should be my modus operandi for this year and I will make adjustments as I see fit along the way. But with enjoying Darksiders 1 so much right now, I feel rather confident (and a bit proud!), that this mode will be more helpful in my endeavor – Recapturing my Pile of Shame.

*The dialogue with my brother has been re-framed for dramatic purposes.

Intentions vs achievments over this summer

Oh well… so much for my proclamations and what I wanted to achieve game-wise over the summer.
So boasted to recapture my pile of shame, and as result I did nothing of what I boldly proclaimed.
Although, not true! I DID start Hellblade and I did start Wolf among us. I just did not finish both. And there is only one game to blame:

Final Fantasy XIV – Shadowbringers

What an awesome expansion, what an awesome MMO. I got so hooked and added 330h from start of July until the writing of this sentence. Unbelievable. I am shocked.

Good thing is though, that I reached my first main goals and will take easier strides now, as it feels more like walking downhill now. Which is a good thing … I guess.

So what is up in the next weeks to come?

I will probably branch out into Destiny 2 – Shadowkeep with two friends of mine and enjoy time there, next to FFXIV. I will also try to finish Hellblade (not that much time left) and Wolf among us (stuck in Act II) and see how far I can proceed. I will not start Dragon Quest XI this year – this feels impossible.

For the blog itself I will unburden myself a bit and try to comprise one month into a recap, which will probably be easier on the writing, as work will only increase in the next months.

So let’s look … and see.

Call for Recapture

Today I announced – sponeanously and without considering the consequences – that I will not buy any more games for the whole rest of this year.

So this is what may happen to you during an inconspicious coffee break.

Funny enough – during my proclamation – I really believed in the achievement of this recapture, so let’s see how I can make this reality.

#KingofmyPileOfShame

My second sentence after this optimistic proclamation above was, that ‘I have so many awesome games in my library, that there is no need to buy any new games‘. So let’s see, what is in there and what could be a feasable(!) list for the next months.

  • Dragon Quest XI – Echoes of an Elusive Age
  • The Wolf among us
  • Hellblade: Senua’s Sacrifice

From my list of stalled games, these are highly overdue:

  • Life is Strange
  • Shadowrun: Dragonfall

Next to all this I will restart Final Fantasy XIV with the new Shadowbringers extension, which will definately keep gnawing on my free play time.

So it is set! Better a resolution in mid-year, than at the New Year! What could possible go wrong? I wonder…